
Sorta
“Go back to your first vision.”
‘K… I can do that.” Jim breathed in slowly over a count of seven and then exhaled with the same rhythm.
“James, don’t jiggle.”
Jim looked up at his Father, who was scowling down at him with that face that meant that a smack was going to happen. Jim hung his head and looked at his sandals. He clearly heard Father knock once, twice sharply on the wood panelled door.
“Mother,” Father said as the door opened.
“William. James.” Grandmother said, her voice smooth. “Please, come in.”
Dutifully, Jim trooped forward enjoying the twinkle of the buckles of his sandals as he walked along the sunlight great hallway.
“An Ellison walks with his chin in the air, James.”
Jim straightened. “Yes, Grandmother.”
“So Grace chose not to visit?”
William answered. “You’re going to be a grandmother again, Mother.”
A tiny smile crossed Grandmother’s face. “Excellent.”
“Grace was feeling tired.”
“Somewhat understandable. James, don’t touch the Jade. If I see any fingerprints you’ll be in charge of cleaning the Dragon.”
Jim snatched his hand back. Rocking from foot to foot, Jim pushed his hands deep in his shorts pockets. Grandmother had her back to him, but Jim knew better than to tempt her slipper.
“There’s a glass of milk and a cookie in the parlour, James.”
Jim shot off.
~*~
“Jim, where are you?”
~*~
Jim pushed his nose up against the glass and peered into Grandmother’s cabinet. Breath misted the polished glass. The fog whispered away. Jim nibbled on his cookie as he looked at the little dancing man, the tiny glass box with the different coloured pieces, the teddy bear with one eye. There was a thin key in the lock. Jim stuffed his half munched cookie in his pocket. Keys turned. He knew that. Carefully, he tried it. It moved a bit but then it stuck. Growling, Jim tried to force it. The cabinet stayed shut. Jim ran his fingers over the fine grain until he found the right spot. He pressed against the tiny flaw, shifting the warp and the weft of the wood and the key turned. The door popped open.
Jim chortled. Grandmother’s mother’s knickknacks – as Grandmother called them -- filled the shelves.
The music box. Grandmother had never let him touch it before. This was the “peerc d restintance” of Grandmother’s collection. It opened and the fairy stood up and began to dance. Jim rocked from side to side to the gentle chimes. There were more goodies in the soft lined box. A gold ring sat in the middle. Slowly, Jim reached in, wanting to feel the smoothness.
*AH*
~*~
“Jim, think about the vision.”
~*~
“Of course we will go. I would not miss a Progression along the Mall.”
“Edith, dearest, your young American suitor will be there. He asked father if he could have your hand. I believe he will propose.”
~*~
“Jim?”
“Whoa.” Jim sagged back onto the cushions of the couch. The sense of great grandmother’s wedding ring was rich. Delicate knot work was engraved as a band along the centre. Silence, amazement, there was a hollowed out feeling in his guts since he knew the truth of the vision.
Jim held his finger and thumb up, finger width apart, as he studied the ephemeral ring. Great grandmother had small hands.
“Jim?”
“My Grandmother had a cabinet containing her mother’s favourite possessions,” Jim said dispassionately. “There was a music box which fascinated me. The day I figured out how to turn the key, I got in and opened the box. When I touched Great grandmother Edith’s wedding ring, I saw the day that Charles Ellison the Fourth proposed.”
Blair’s mouth fell open. “Wow.”
“Yeah.” Jim smiled without any humour. Back then it hadn’t been anything special, he had returned to the Magic Cabinet as often as possible. “Why do I forget this stuff?”
Blair smiled sadly. “When Bud died, I think that you locked everything away. This would have been part of it. You did it after Peru. It’s a survival mechanism, Jim. I understand, you do it ‘cos you have to.”
Jim clicked his fingers and the ghostly wedding ring dissipated.
“It was only your great grandmother’s things which gave you visions, eh?” Blair asked.
“Yeah.”
“Was your Great grandmother a sentinel?”
Everything froze and then his memories toppled and images like a shuffle of cards walked before his eyes; Great grandmother’s trip on the giant steamship across the Atlantic Ocean; her amazement the first time a sea squall rose in the west and moved towards the vessel, the wind on its wings bringing scents that she had never smelled.
“She was a sentinel,” Jim confirmed.
“The genes must be carried on the X-chromosome,” Blair mused. “This is fascinating; you have a predisposition to pick up images from sentinels. I can’t begin to explain it, but perhaps you – sentinels – have a higher electromagnetic payload, you impress your essential self onto elements with the right resonance: metal, stone--”
“I thought that you hadn’t any theories,” Jim said waspishly.
“Hypotheses,” Blair corrected. “And the matrix retains the experience and you’re tuned into the sentinel phenomenon, so you can read it.”
“And the orbs?”
“You didn’t get any messages from them, did you? It’s related but different. It’s about seeing beyond natural sight into the preternatural. Your psychometric experiences are sentinel orientated. But seeing other phenomenon is about being sensitive. You are sensitive. You said ‘this place is full of ghosts’- maybe if enough ghosts knock at the door, you eventually see them.”